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Wishlist
What money CAN buy:
Four Season's Full score for Violin($30+ @ Yamaha)
Trip to HK/TW/Aus
Take up private lesson for violin/erhu
~~Birkenstock slippers~~
NEW Erhu!
Laptop
Cybershot camera
Gucci bag
iPod Touch
Canon/Sony Photo Printer

What money CANNOT buy:
Learn new instru
Improve on erhu still
Be more focused
Be more decisive
Be more independent
Meet up with Qun and Gan
Meet up with the KNS gang
Have RSS 6/4 gathering
4/7 gathering!!
Meet up with old friends often :)
Pass Erhu performing cert
Stay healthy!!
~~Get my BA(hon) in Arts Management!!~~
Full time job

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Emo-ness + some happiness

Ok... i admit that i was a bit emo over the weekends... spent most of my time sleeping.. except for the gym times... Actually it was sunday which i was really emo cos i received some unexpected news...

Still went to run early in the morning and in fact had a better run than any days else. Considered the fact that i haven't train my run for some time, it is not bad a result. At least i completed 4.8km. and still, it is only half of the 10km which is less than 1month away. I think that's it lah. hahaha.

Then after i came back from the run. Went into emo mood... Sleep, lunch, erhu, com, sleep, dinner, tv, sleep. I super duper don't know what i doing.. and i really hope everything was a dream. But it's totally the reality.

Well well, after i thought it was no big deal. So i guess i just have to let it go and find my life. Too no life now. tsk tsk tsk. But with all the things on hand, how to have a good life? My friends commented that i like very busy, even busier than them. Sometimes i think it's true also. And i don't know i'm so busy for what? It's ok.. I will get over it soon. I have to. It's already been so long and yet. I have a bad control over my emotional feelings. I hate it. But ya. I know i can.

On a lighter note, last fri was YPC concert. Went to help out with bringing the kids. And sat through both sessions of the concert. I can only say, little kids are really very cute and the spontaneous lot. Primary school already not really 'on'. Needless to say the secondary school kids. But i can understand.. cos if i'm there as a secondary school student. i dun think i will participate well also. So can't blame them, it's how the Singaporean kids are brought up to be. Of cos, the most action group was the American school kids. They are really awesome. I can see that they really enjoyed themselves. And i am pleased to see children appreciating our music. :)))

A few more concerts till the end of year. Will be missing the Ah Girl Concert since i will be in HK during that time. Oh wells, no fate with that series. haha! But i've still got Three Suonas and Voice of Harmony II. I'm damn excited to go to VOH II cos David Tao is coming!! Yeah! Hopefully i will be able to get photo and autograph from him. HEE. Actually i do enjoy this part of my work. That's why i think i'm not suitable for the position i'm in now. But how leh?

Labels: Concerts, Personal Feelings, Work

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|1:15 AM|

Sunday, November 08, 2009

最后

这是最后一次为他流泪。再也没有什么奢望了。

Labels: Random

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|1:51 AM|

Waiting for next month!

Somehow i'm looking forward to the next month!! :))) Watching Broadway Beng, concert(s), stand chart marathon, HK trip with the ny clique, SYCO chalet... And many more!!!

This month... i know work is going to be unbearable these few weeks... plus i need to practise erhu for sy audition. It's not going to be easy this time round. so i really need to and have to practise well. Hais. hope next year i will still be inside lor. =x Some friends are coming back. worth to be happy! :)))

I'm really looking forward to the HK trip... first time traveling with han, kim and von. (although i dunno if von will really be with us during the trip since her gab also going). But still, i'm excited! hahaha. And i'm really brushing up my cantonese this time round. :) Hehe. BUT! aiya too bad i'm going the day after NYCO comes back. so bu qiao. if not can meet them there leh! so cool right.

Then of cos the long awaited SYCO chalet... like that's the most looked forward activity every year. hahaha! But JOEL TAN is not going i think -.- Wet blanket. But i haven't really ask him why... TSK. But still, i'm looking forward to it. :)

Erm... Need to sleep so that i can wake up to run tmr! Nites.

Labels: Random, Royal Family, SYCO

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|12:28 AM|

Monday, November 02, 2009

November already!

Wah... Half a month gone just like that. haha. Heard over radio... today is 306th day of this year liao. so like what? less than 60 days left till next year. Why so fast huh?

This is what working life turn ppl into. Lifeless. Other than work time.. dun really use the comp much at home anymore.. Damn tired looking at the screen so near already and go home still wanna continue? I dun think so.. I'd rather lie down on the bed or sofa and watch some tv. :)

Work has been quite hectic... other than the times i fb. haha! Oops. But anyways... work is as such and i don't like to comment more.

Other than that, actually i don't really have anything else big enough. omg... ok. Let me think.
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Ok. 1.

Last week met up with some of the beloveds for Steamboat session! :))) Qin, ling, yih, sushi, char and i! Hee. Via and Jan cannot make it cos of study. Dj working. 6ppl counted not bad. at least 50% of the attendance leh. :) Haha! Steamboat at Xian De Lai and dessert at Ah Chew. Er. Nv take photos cos no time lah. Busy cooking lor. They say i like have a lot of things in my bowl and on my plate but i nv touch at all. Lol! But in the end i think i ate quite a lot leh.. Right?

Wah. Bad cos eat and eat but i didn't go to gym nor run this week at all! =x Oh. gym once. for Toby's Street class. But that wasn't much a help. hahaha. somemore after that went to eat mac. -.- All gone. hahaha.

And no gym on weekends cos of bh on sat and sick on sunday. I'd rather sleep in. hahaha! All cos of the super duper heavy rain on sat. I think it's raining everywhere lah... and just so happened i was suay to be still waiting for bus to come back from bh. the bus stop no use de lor.. all the rain coming in from the front. got umbrella also no use lah. I was ALL wet from head to toe and still have to protect the erhu. So hor. totally shiver all the way during the 45min or more bus ride. cos raining then the bus driver drove slower lah. and i hate it when my shoes and socks are soaked too. so damp and cold to walk. Bathe right away... and still feeling cold. Wahraoos... Supposed to meet sushi and jan to go DblO at night. BUT i nv. :(

But my mother say she wants to mj. so da-jie, er-jie and i played. "赌桌上是没有亲情的" It's true. Totally. haha. Da-jie lost the most. i think her money all went to er-jie. I won a bit. Mummy lost also. Luckily lah... cos in front i lost until cham cham... i lost like $16 bucks straight before i start winning back. hahaha!

But ya.. that's all lor. Sunday i just sleep all the time away. =x except for some com playing time. but playing the com makes me sleepy. so the cycle goes lah. =D

Ok. Knocking off soon. HAHA! =x

Labels: COgang, Family, Irritating incidents, Work

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|5:28 PM|

Friday, October 16, 2009

Where got slack lor!

I'm back! Today not so busy.. so ya. update a bit lah. hahaha! <- that was in the morning.. maybe it's a curse.. cos after that i really didn't have time for anything else... plus my com was sent to some upgrading and clearing of space... more than half a day without my pc = very little work done...

Spent time going through booklet stuff... which was really jialat cos in the end i have really a lot of things not done properly yet! and now.. i like have to do everything all over again. Sians.. So i like spent last 2-3hours pia-ing all the things and like only half done? damn pekchek. OT for 1h and still cannot finish. It's always friday which will be the busiest. Think monday have to pia pia pia... Rahhh... Damn worried now lah. what if i cannot finish?? But whatever lah. =x

Now sitting in mac with one of the fun-est grp of ppl.. although i'm not involved in whatever they are doing.. haha. but ya... need to relax a bit and laugh with them sometimes... and that reminds me that last week i met minhui and junsian too... Haha. Tgt with a few other to celebrate Daryl's bday.. at a quite nice place.. but we kinda spoil the ambience of the place lah... cos we too noisy. lol!

Anyway... i'm really like so no life now... so must really have some fun sometimes also. :) Like seriously... my life now is like work, erhu, gym and home. tsk tsk. need more life but need more time also.. HAHA!

Labels: Friends, Work

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|9:22 AM|

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Work Life. Meet with Friends. Erhu.

Haven't been able to update a lot lately. That's the problem with working. Haha! There are just tonnes of things to do and hundreds of places to go. Plus the com i'm using is really like ancient slow. so there's nothing much i can do with it as well.

So anyway, so many things have happened lately, i dun really know where to start. Just last week, i already went to 2 Outreach concerts. One at NTU and another at Singapore Turf Club. Different Experience totally. For ntu it was really relaxing for me. All i had to do was to put the season booklets and brochures on the table and that's it! Everything was cleared by the audience and so i had nothing to bring back. The only good thing was perhaps I get to watch the performance and I finally got to meet up with some friends over there. Ok.. actually it's only 1 friend whom i haven't seen for a long time. and that's Jon lau. Lol! Zhongming and xiaoqiang were there too. Plus we went dinner tgt with their some other friends and took train home with zhongming. The rest went back hall. Had loads of laughter with them. And joke of the day was...

Friend to jon: You and A share the same birthday.
Me: Wah... Did u see her sleeping beside you?
Jon: Never leh... too dark.
Me: You also very dark.. i think that's why she can't see you also.
Jon: No leh... I got smile. (meaning can see his teeth)
Me (think for a while and laugh): Eh... Wait.. When you were born, where got teeth?!?!
...

Crazy.

Then had a group tour on fri morning. Exhausted my whole morning, walked here and there to get things ready. Luckily our venue manager was ard and he really did a great job introducing the building and the orchestra to our guests. I didn't really have to do much except to follow them ard and guide them to the places. Got to relax a bit since I had to sit with them in the concert hall to watch the rehearsal. It's really nice to hear them praise the orchestra. Cos it's equal to praising CO as a whole. Haha! They all left with smiles on their faces and i'm really delighted to see such scenes. And i hope they will be back for more CO performances. :)

Sat was Mid-Autumn Fest and to a certain extend i was rather reluctant to work. Moreover, I've only started work for abt 8 weeks and I had to already work for 5 saturdays. (ok i of which i was the performer). But still. it's a bit sian. Like jiaqi had said.. You are going to the same place again this week??? Anyway, not for the following 2 weeks or so before the next major concert! Hee. :))) And a wedding is going to save me from one of the duties. Heh.

That was the first time i enter the racecourse. Heh. But no horses lor. So sad. Seriously a lot of audiences.. Like full maybe? But there were some lousy incidents which happened and i dun wish to say it lah. Like reflects damn badly on Singaporeans. And for one of it, damn bad example for her child as well. Oh man. dun remind me of it.

Talk abt something else... First lesson for erhu was not bad really. He's really a nice teacher. He pointed out my problems immediately. Some of the problems i know, but just dunno how to solve. Anyway he taught me back the basics again. Which i was really grateful. I need it to build up my techniques. So back to changing between inner & outer strings, left hand posture, changing of positions on the strings and vibrato. Esp. the left hand part. I always felt that I wasn't holding the proper way and my hands kept getting off the pole. And now i'm trying hard to change. :) Tmr is lesson again! Going intensive to use up the hours and to train proper for audition as well. Yay-ness!

Yup. Sleeping time! Nites.

Labels: Erhu starts again, Friends, Work

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|11:58 PM|

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Night before first lesson

Excited. But a bit nervous also lah. Didn't expect it to be so smooth an attempt.. Hee. But good lah. Now motivated to prac more. Haha! Tmr first lesson. Hopefully wun be too difficult. =X somemore i so funny. Didn't even ask how much he's charging for each lesson lor. -.- until now i still dunno. Haha!

Tired liao... Update again. So many happenings this week! :) nitex.

Labels: Erhu starts again

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|1:20 AM|

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Dramatic Week

As the title already implies.. it's really been one dramatic week. hahaha.

The most dramatic thing which happened.. Let me ask a qns first.. How often does ur bag hook on to something while u were walking and u didn't know it even when there's a force? How often does ur earphone wire get hooked by someone else in the mrt? I am the suay one whose wire got pulled by someone's bag.

Tuesday, I was on my way home from work.. At raffles a lot of ppl alight.. so this lady (cant rmb her face but probably her bag. lol) was going to alight. Somehow, her bag caught my earpiece wire. I was playing my DS at that time but felt the pull immediately. But i had to put the stylus back first and then quickly tried to pull the wire back. But she didn't feel it lah!! So it didn't work, and my shuffle lose its grip from my bag and was hanging there. Then i pulled again and to my horror, the earpiece detached itself from the shuffle.. and my shuffle was sent flying! Landed on the floor. Just 1CM away from the gap. wah liao eh. got a shock outta my life. Then this person picked up the shuffle before i could.. and sent it out to some lady outside the train. I had to run out of the train to get it from the lady looking very blur with the shuffle in her hand. And then i ran back into the train. Like.. where got so drama one?!

As i was telling my sis this story... i realised that i should have pulled back her bag instead of the wire. But first instinct of cos is to grab my stuff first right. If really drop down the track.. Dunno can claim from who sia?

Then Thursday, i was planning to go gym after work. And i had everything ready. Near to knock off time. I realised i didn't bring the keys and lock to the locker. -.- Hais. Tried to get my sis to see if she's there or if she's going. But she didn't pick up. I didn't check the time lah. Turned out that she was in the previous class already. So i waited... and was thinking of other plans like going for a jog instead. Like i dunno panic what lah.. I was already in the train.. praying that she will call back soon. Luckily she called when i was at raffles place lah... Cos i was thinking if she nv call by the time i get to bugis.. i would just go home. Heng ah! So i still get to go to the class in the end. :)

Then today. Jiaqi's turn. HAHA!!! And she called my sis also. We really got the same blood flowing. hahaha! Somemore she was late lor. so she stuffed everything into my locker.. hahaha!

Ya.. other days... a lot of things at work lah. Dun wish to say anymore. Nites all! :)

Tmr is jogging day! Monday is Convocation day!! :)))

Labels: My Exciting Life

wAnYiNg SmiLez @|11:29 PM|